The Touch Of Love

Marco Birthday Magic...

2005-05-21T01:00:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Hey KANJER....
HAPPY B'DAY 2 U...

I wanted to cast a
special spell for
your birthday,
but I can't remember
what it was.
Handsome...
no, you already have that.
Intelligence...
no, you have that too.
Wait! I remember!
I was going to cast a spell
to give you the
best birthday ever.
So here goes...
"Abra Cadabra.
Hocus Pocus.
Birthday cakes
and rattle snakes...
lots of water
in the lake..."

Poof!

There. I did it.
Happy Birthday!
I just hope,
I didn't accidentally
turn you into something
"unexpected."
Be careful
I heard that frogs legs
are the rage in restaurants
this season.

SMACK
T^_*

Scarlet Season

2005-05-20T20:29:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

With you, I rediscovered how
Autumn moves through
the deep canyons,
and how tall grasses stir
beneath the wind's caress.

You made me crave moist kisses
over every inch of my flesh.
And sometimes I can almost feel
the gentle glide of your
silken fingertips along
every curve and lobe.

In the crimson blush of Indian summer,
as gentle streams carry old lveaves
to distant shores,
you've returned to me,
the passion of my youth.
And I tremble as I think
of your taste and touch.

Under the warmth of your fingers,
my senses open up to
a scarlet season
where passion is in bloom.

Smack
T^_*

Warming Up

2005-05-20T09:56:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

We're ___________ upon the ________, our bodies and glistening from the fire. My __________ is ________ enough to ________ _______. You giggle and bend forward slightly to blow a _______ across my ________, making my _________ tighten slightly. Then, in one smooth stroke, you run the point of your ___________ from the tip to the root of my ___________. __________ from the unexpected contact, I moan from the intense __________ while you begin to ______ me like a __________, holding my ________ firmly in your __________. I look down, enjoying the sight of your beautiful ___________ giving me _________. I gently brush my fingers across your ________, and a flush spreads across your _____________. I draw you near and press you flat on the _________, gently gliding a finger across your __________. Your hips ________ upward, wanting __________ , wanting ___________. I slide into your ____________, and a sigh escapes your _______ lips. We both groan as waves of pleasure crash through our ____________. We both ______ out as we ___________, but as we _________ close afterward, we know that we were only warming up for round two. I turn to you and _______ your _________ again.

Samck
T^_*

The Truth

2005-05-19T20:26:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Dear ,

Please tell me what's on your mind. Even if it's cruel, I don't mind. I want to know what you think about our love.
I want to know if you think we stand a together.
I remember all we once had. When I think of the good times, I recall nothing bad, and I wonder what went wrong. But if you believe that we're through, then I want to hear it from you. Yes, I will be good and honest, but I must know the truth.

Love
T^_*

HOPE

2005-05-18T21:24:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Dear
I'm in a place I never thought I'd be. I don't have the power to fight anymore or a reason to stay, but I keep holding on, waiting for a hope to make the stars shine again. Even though my whole world has being apart, I keep clutching something I can't touch, taste, or see. And I'm willing to have one more time. I may be at the end of my life, but that inkling of hope shines bright like the first rays of dawn on a December day, and I can't walk away from what we once were and might be.

Love,
T^_*

Secluded Villa

2005-05-17T08:26:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

I like to dream about
spending a weekend
in a secluded hillside villa
with you.

Blue skies above us,
fragrant lavender in bloom,
berries lush on the vine,
I'd wrap you in my arms,
and make you glad
to be mine.

When the day softly fades
into twilight's stunning blue,
I'd strive to show you
the true meaning of romance,
when I lead you to the ballroom
for a sensual, slow dance.

And when midnight sheds
it's wealth of silver light,
we'd join before the fire,
and let heart and soul
take flight.

Smack
T^_*

A Kiss

2005-05-16T23:15:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

I sent a kiss
on a westering wind:
the kiss howled across
the plains and hills;
it brushed the underbrush;
it stroked the cattails;
it kicked up a dust storm;
it made the cactus bristle;
it teased the lilies;
it snuck across the shore and
stirred the ocean;
and whipped through sails;
it picked up the scent of
gardenias and honeysuckle;
it wrote, "I love you," in the clouds;
it lifted a bird's wings
and whipped across a flag
as it glided toward your house...
and now finally,
the kiss has arrived
at your door.

Smack
T^_*

Your Closeness

2005-05-15T18:14:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Wake me each morning
before you go
so that I can carry
the memory of your kiss
throughout the day
and feel your closeness
when you're away.

Hold me in the nighttime.
Let me sleep in your arms
so that I can carry you
into my dreams afar
where we'll dance
upon each twinkling star.

Cheers
T^_*

In the Dark

2005-05-14T21:10:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

In the dark...
your breathing comes heavy...
you sigh.

In the dark...
you reach for me.

In the dark...
your touch sets
my every nerve on fire.

In the dark...
my breathing comes heavy...
I sigh...

In the dark...
we find the light
in each other's arms.

Cheers
T^_*

These Dreams of You

2005-05-13T19:09:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

You're my wings,
your smile a gentle breeze;
over cerulean seas,
I soar with ease,
upon dreams of you.
You're my flame stoked high
to make day of midnight.
You're my heaven
and mysterious moonlight.
Through black velvet twilight
to early morning sunlight,
I treasure these dreams of you.
You're the melody
that strokes my heart
and makes everything feel right.
You're a rose,
both red and white,
my fiery passion
and my angel of light.
And I cherish these dreams of you.
Never shall this blossom fade.
Through bitter winter winds
and harsh summer light,
through bright spring days
and long fall nights,
you'll be my rose,
my melody,
my moonlight
my heaven,
my flame,
my wings,
and my greatest delight.
You'll always be my everything bright.
And as long as blue jays sing
and the earth's rebirth marks every spring,
I'll live for these dreams of you.

My Passion

2005-05-12T21:06:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

You're my greatest passion;
I can't stop thinking about you.
Every sunset,
and every song
reminds me of you
and the last time we made love.
You're forever in my heart
like an eternal flame.
I'm a starved soul,
always hungry for the precious love
that only you can give me.
There's never a time
when I don't want to be with you.
You make me come alive.
Life would be meaningless without you
and I'd be lost to sorrow
and heartache.
Say you'll wrap me in your loving arms,
and prove that you love me
as much as I love you.
We'll share a night of sensual passion
that could inspire poetry.
Afterward, I just want to
hold you in my arms
and savor being with you.

Lover's Apology...

2005-05-11T22:00:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

I want to apology. I can't tell you how sorry I am for what I done. I wish we could talk about this again and try to work it out. I know there's no excuse for the things I ask you , but I still love you, and I think you love me too. We can work this out and be together again. I would get down on my hand and kne at your feet if that's what it takes. I'm determined to keep you in my life. I crave you the way that a ... might crave ..., and I'm lost without you. And I swear that we can erase the dark line and start anew. Please tell me you're willing to work that out.

Cheers
T^_*

Once Again...

2005-05-10T20:49:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

You're afraid of the past, but we could make a new start. Do you remember how happy we used to be together? We said our love would last forever. And I can no longer deny that I still love you. All of my love, all my heart revolve around you. Every day, I close my eyes and dream about you, imagining how great it would be if we're together, imagining what could be. I knew we could make it once again.
I have faith in you and our
love,and I only want to make you happy.

Light On For Me...

2005-05-09T19:44:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

I drove by your love this time, and I saw the lights on. I parked outside, thinking about you. I thought about knocking on the door, but I couldn't bring myself to do so, because I don't know if you want me in your life. Chances are that I'll keep driving by your side and dreaming about you and what could be. I keep telling myself that this is love, but when it comes to the heart, there's no room for logic. If only I could see you smile and remain in your arms come the morning shine. You're all that I long to see, all that I want, and all that you are is all I'll ever want to be. You mean the whole world to me. Please leave a light on in your heart for me tonight.

Cheers
T^_*

Brokenhearted...

2005-05-08T10:40:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

My heart is hurt and broken. I love you in my life more than I've ever had anything. I've shed more .... for you than I've ever thought in my life, and I'm so happy. I never knew how painful heart could be. Please say you'll love me another changes. Can't you see how important you are to me and how much I love you? My life means nothing without you by my side. I swear that I'll always be good to you and will be what you want me to be. Please love me, and take me you'll give our love another chance. It's never too late for happily ever after, and I swear that I'll be your love forever.

Cheers
T^_*

Go

2005-05-07T07:18:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

PACK AND GO YEAH MORNING BOUT 9 AM!!!!
WILL BE GOING FOR 1 WEEK 7-16 YEAH I WILL CONTINUE THE STORY AFTERWARDS!

GUESS WHERE TO HEAVEN HEHEHHE!!!

CIAO

CHEERS
T^_*

My Sis

2005-05-06T22:09:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Today i went to my sis school to talk to her teacher ....
Asking bout her in school how's she's doing in school anyway!

yeah all ok no problem with her,
She being good girl thats the most important tho.

So after from her school i went to Mirota batik malioboro mall to buy batik n puppet!
guess for who??? hehhee secrets than !

So we walk round till than eve time so we go home n i pack already to go guess where again?? somewhere ahahhaha!

cheers
T^_*

I Knew

2005-05-05T22:30:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

In a misty dream,
I slept with you.
As the world spun
in the grace
of God's hands,
we were comforted
by each other's nearness.
And somewhere in the
misty midnight shadows,
when my arms encircled you,
and you folded
your body
perfectly against mine,
I knew that
neither darkness,
nor the uncertainty
of the night
would ever separate us.

Smack
T^_*

SMS

2005-05-05T19:55:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Marco Leaving.....
Early morning he sms me to say good bye!

Well my best friend Marco return to Canada after so long we didnt meet, even he stay in yogya we dont use to see eachother.
His busy with his business, and i also busy, we dont keep in touch that good coz no time!

So today he sms me to say bye his going home!

Well good luck for ur business and wish whatever u hope all will be ok, talk about singapore i only can wish You GOOD LUCK, wish to c u again but i dont know when,I will be in Poland by the time u come i guess!!!

All the best Marco wish u happy being home tell me about Canada ok hehehhe!!!

cheers
T^_*

More than Love

2005-05-03T17:20:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

It is impossible to capture in words
the feelings I have for you
They are the strongest feelings that I
have ever had about anything
yet when I try to tell you them
or try to write them to you
the words do not even begin to touch
the depths of my feelings

And though I cannot explain the essence of
these phenomenal feelings
I can tell you what I feel like when I am with you

When I am with you it is as if
I were a bird flying freely in the clear blue sky

When I am with you it is as if
I were a flower opening up my petals of life

When I am with you it is as if
I were the waves of the ocean crashing strongly
against the shore

When I am with you it is as if
I were the rainbow after the storm
proudly showing my colors

When I am with you it is as if
everything that is beautiful surrounds us
This is just a very small part of how wonderful I feel
when I am with you

Maybe the word "love" was invented to explain
the deep, all-encompassing feelings that I have for you
but somehow it is not strong enough
But since it is the best word that there is
let me tell you a thousand times
I love you more than
"love"

Things are Different Now

2005-05-02T20:59:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

I know that things are different now
we're living different lives.
But even though our lives have changed,
I still think of you as mine.

For hearts that stayed together
stay together.
Intertwined, they become a part
of one another
friends 'til the end of time.
And when you go I know
it will be okay for you and me.

For all the names we give
to things that change,
for all the ways we say good-bye,
for all the mistakes that we make...

I MISS HAVING U

2005-05-01T04:24:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

I miss you.
I know we've said our good-byes,
and I know we've gone our
separate ways,
but I still miss you
I wish that people were like chalkboards,
and we could wash our memories clean.
But we're not.
And we can't.
Yet despite the anger that I feel sometimes,
I still miss you.

We were happy once,
and I remember those times.
I remember how we smiled and laughed,
and how you held my heart
in your hand.
I remember the tears and the fights
and how I took my heart back,
bruised and slightly wilted.
But still, somehow,
I miss you,
and I just wanted you to know that.

4R****

To Love You...

2005-04-30T20:32:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

I didn't want to love you,
but your light
penetrated all the barriers I erected
and reached deep inside my heart
to set my world aglow.
You inspired bliss like I'd never known
and made me hear the music again.
Not a minute escapes me
without thoughts of you.

I didn't want to need you,
but after I saw your face,
I've never stopped thinking about you,
and I crave your nearness,
yearn to wrap you in my arms
and press your body close to mine.

I didn't want to need you,
but imagining life without you
is unbearable.
How dark and grim would be the days;
how long and stark would be the nights.
Even heaven-sent angels
would be unable to replenish
the spark of life
in my soul.

I didn't want to desire you,
yet I hunger for you like the springtime
blossom hungers for sunshine.
I need your touch, and I want
to make love to you
slowly and passionately
before the fire.
Only my fantasies of you,
wonderfully hot
yet silky and soft,
sustain me.

Here With Me...

2005-04-29T19:16:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

I'm thinking about you again.
I miss you badly
and wish you were here with me.
My soul knows no rest
even when I sleep,
because I dream about you
and imagine how great it would be
if you were here with me.

Without you,
I feel like a part of my heart is missing.
I'm in dire need of your tender love
and passionate kissing...
if only you were here with me.
Every day I tell myself to move on
with my life, and I try to pretend
that I'm happy,
but it's just not true.

I'm alone and blue,
because you're not here with me.
At night I get down on my knees
and pray for brighter days.
I know that the sunshine I need is on the way,
because someday you'll be here with me.
But until that day,
I'll never stop yearning for you,
and wishing that you were here to stay,
because I love you,
and I want you here with me.

Tempest Unleashed...

2005-04-28T19:05:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

I thought about you,
craving your silken touch.
I was shaking,
fever raging
from my desire for you.
I imagined your lips,
delicious and warm,
and my body trembled,
unsated,
needing your touch.

From my window,
there was a speck of a blood red moon,
which only served to remind me of you.
I closed my eyes,
needing rest,
yet I thought of you still.
My desire won out.
I could taste you on my lips.

I was dreaming while awake,
hungering for your kiss,
recalling images of fingers
exploring hidden places.
The passionate nights fled
without a visible trace,
but left a trail of fire.

And still I thought about you,
pressing gently into me,
wanting my satin touch,
the brush of your hair against my neck,
a mere featherlike caress across my flesh,
yet a tempest unleashed.

I'll Never Forget

2005-04-27T10:01:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

I'll Never Forget the Love
That I Shared with You

I know that someday I'll get
used to the fact that we're
not together any more.
And that maybe we won't be...
ever again.
Time will tell.
In the meantime, though,
you may be away from my arms,
but you will never be
very far from my heart.

I know the love will never leave.
There are too many memories;
there were so many precious moments
and wonderful times
to ever try to forget...

And I just want you to know
that I will remember
for the rest of my days,
how you helped me find
some happiness and some truths and
how you opened some beautiful doors.

I'll never forget
how good it was
to share a part of my life
with yours.

Hot Pink

2005-04-26T20:25:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

All night long,
I'm even dreaming while awake,
Lost to hot pink thoughts of you.
No matter where i go,
No matter how near or how far,
I can't stop hearing the beat of your heart.

In a field of hot pink irises.
I can feel the heat
and the power of our passion.
As you take me in to you arms,
the world fades around us,
and I'm lost to the taste of
your sweet lips.

My fever for you,
is burning me up inside.
I can see us...
You and I.
As night falls,
so cold and dark,
I'll be thinking of you again.
I'd drive all night to reach you.

And when i'd found you at last,
I'd creep into your room,
and make love to you.
Nothing can cool this heat
I have for you.
Nothing you can say or do
willmake these hot pink
fantasies fade.

Whisper Softly

2005-04-25T20:01:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

I can see you, my love;
You arrive with wind swept hair
and whisper softly
against my pillow.

With a touch, you bring
summer heat to my heart
and a garden full
of lush red roses.

The taste and feel of you
is delicious,
and i feast on your closeness,
while fire sizzles along my
every nerve.

In black velvet sky,
I'm lost to you and the
familiar and magnificent
tug of desire that only you can inspire.

Miss U

2005-04-24T21:07:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Though you are not here
wherever I go or whatever I do
I see your face in my mind
and I miss you so
I miss telling you everything
I miss showing you things
I miss our eyes
secretly giving each other confidence
I miss your touch
I miss our excitement together
I miss everything we share
I don't like missing you
It is a very cold
and lonely feeling
I wish that I could be
with you right now
where the warmth of our love
would melt the winter snows
But since I can't be
with you right now
I will have to be content
just dreaming about
when we'll be together again

'
.

Cinta

2005-04-23T21:09:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Emang kalau di bilang Kangen ya Kangen teruzzz, kalo di bilang Cinta ya Cinta juga gimana coba hmm yang jelas kamu tau itu walau kadang ngerasa jauh banget tapi ya akumerasa kehujanan hehehhe .

Aku yakin pasti kita akan cepat mendapatkan apa yg kita mau mimpi kita pasti terwujud yg jelas iya dech aku bener bener gak tau mau gimana Hari ini aku bener bener seneng dech coz kamu dah already so agak gak kangen lagi hehehhe. .

Hari gini

2005-04-22T18:07:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Hari gini nich emang enaknya main Game wkekkeke gimana enggak kan gak ada kerjaan xixixiix. Tidur kayaknya jangan dech capek kalo tidur .
Terus aku tadi juga masak ikan sich hehehe.Dah kenyang dech .

panas ya heheh tapi di jakal tuh dingin hehehhe .

Game

2005-04-21T19:14:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

dimanakah kau dear aku lagi nggak tau mau ngapain Dan akhirnya hari ini aku main game seharian tau ye dasar dudulz emang enak di rumah sendirian wedus dasar banget sebel dech aku.

aku kangen ma dia tinggal nunggu aja kapan akan ketemuan lagi moga bentar lagi ya hick hick .

aku main game ampe pening nich putar bo wkekke.

Tidur

2005-04-20T23:10:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Pokokny amarah besar dech coba konek lamanya minta ampun tau ih sebel.
Akhirnya aku give up aja tadi diang n nyambung sekarang dech padahal aku mo main scramble weks dasar dudulz nich kompy .

Moga aja lain kali gak sesusah itu lagi .
Dan aku chat lagi ama dia ya akhirnya ampe malam juga aku udah ingin Bobok Maniez wkkeke.

Mc D

2005-04-19T20:20:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

udah nelpon hehehhe suaranya makin sexy aja tuh ku kangen dech ama dia, Tapi mo gimana lagi we 're apart! Dan aku harus menunggu lagi dan lagi coz dia sibuk Ya pa boleh buat coba hmm.

Tau ya hari ini aku inginnya makan yg aneh aneh tuh ye kenapa dengan aku ya
Terus akhirnya makan Mc D dech
Habis ini aku bobok dech!!! dah ngantuk

Tiga Am

2005-04-18T04:12:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Ya jam segini aku baru aja bangun hehhe tau gak jam 3 Am ada yg nelpon wohohoho siapa kalau bukan si doi tapi gila malam banget woi kan masih setengah harus angkat call ya tapi seneng juga sich ternyata dia juga kangen ma suar centil ku wkekke. ih happy dech .

Hmm akhirnya aku gak bisa tidur lagi total but aku tidur tiduran ampe akhirnya jam 4 pagi dech yg bener aja.

Ya

2005-04-17T21:20:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Hari ini gak kemana mana yag jelas Hujan hmm coba kalo hujan
, Khan asik hehehhe oya terus masak dech dan akhirnya chat juga ama si doi wkekeke.

Malam gini enaknya emang nonton film tapi apa ya gak tau.... dah ah tidur aja dech hehehe. .

Marcus Birthday

2005-04-16T01:00:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS I WISH U ALL THE BEST AND I HOPE U WILL BECOME SMART BOY AS ALWAYS.I GUESS U 6YRS OLD BOY NOW. I LOVE U. I WISH TO SEE U.

Kenapa

2005-04-15T21:40:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

tau gak hari ini menyebalkan. I'm so Sad bout everything. But after all i'm Happy again coz i feel better than b4.

but why i'm sad coz only small problem i wish him understand my feeling
OMG..... 4giveme please!!!

Pergi

2005-04-14T19:01:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Semalam aku call dia yg ada di Arab terus malam ini juga mau ke Dubai aku telp dia waktu itu mau perjalanan ke bandara sich coz dia gak sama akunya. Tapi mo gimana lagi aja kan. I pray for everything and as always thinking the good think'walau aku kadang heran kok dia jalan muluw ya sibuknya begitu. Yach udah dech what can i do for all this nothing!!

Tabloit

2005-04-13T19:50:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

tau gak sich tadi aku di telpon ama wartawan dari Tabloit Trend trus dikasih tau mungkin akan keluar di Tabloitnya tgl 18 April ini hmm 1 minggu lagi, Yes appear again (Tabloit Trend) which is i never appear b4, but this news make me so happy coz the reporter say's that i'm just great with it!!!
to M Norsa, and M Budy. They re the one helping me.

Dream at Nite

2005-04-11T18:25:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

I have been in love and been alone
i have traveled over many miles to find a home
there's that little place inside of me
that i never thought could take control of everything
but now i just spend all my time with anyone
who makes me feel the way he does

Cause i only feel alive when i dream at night
even though he's not real it's all right
Cause i only feel alive when i dream at night
every move he makes holds my eyes
and i fall for him every time
i've so many things i want to say
i'll be ready when the perfect moment comes my way
i had never known what's right for me

till the night he opened up my heart and set it free
but now i just spend all my time with anyone
who makes me feel the way he does

Dia

2005-04-10T21:00:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

As Always Padahal aku sering marah marah kedia kalo pas lagi nggak bisa ngontrol emosi lho tapi tetap aja tuh anak mencintaiaku wkekekke

but NO!!!Kasian dech dia aku tuh bad temper b'get sich

Sick

2005-04-07T21:43:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

i felt so sick and i'm so weak today!! I have my medicine i have to take some even i don't like i have to take this lucky i have banana which is help me bit about it, well i cannot take the without banana help a bit. yes i do!!!!

Now on im Damn it!!! I wish to i do.

I need to get well tomorrow i have to go out.

I don't like to be sick like this, i guess everybody don't like to be sick. .

LELAH

2005-04-04T20:14:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Tau gak hari ini aku bener bener capek, dari kemarin habis masak masak kaki ku kayak kejatuhan Durian " ye emang aku pernah pa kejatuhan durian " da ada aja.
Oya herannya aku di sini emang jauh banget sich tapi gimana lagi enak sich tempetnya dingin abizz booo!!

Aku ngerasa tempet ini sunyi and aman aman aja!
kangen banget pergi ke Ah@net semenjak di jakal ini aku loom pergi kesana. Tau dech nti kapan kapan sebelum pergi ke POlandia aku pasti kesana.

Hari ini cuman tidur aja but aku juga rapi rapi sich beresin semua yg masih terbegkalai kamarku kotor banget harus di rapiin pokoknya HARUS!!

But who's care anyway. LOL .

Aku mo Habis semua beres moga besok pagi bangun badan enakan gituw. Kan gak kerja n gak ngapa ngapain jadi ya Boleh lah sepuasnya .

Thanks 4 Semua

2005-04-03T21:22:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Thank u ba'get buat semua yg udah mo datang ke acaraku!!!!
Makasih buat "Amad, Atika, Dinar,Dino+Husband, Yogeeh, Tixoes, Ray+Lia, Theo, Koebiz.

Dan sory jika yg lainnya gak ku sebutin namanya maafin aku ya heheheh coz aku lupa sich xixixiix .

Moga moga kalian suka ama masakanku ya heheheheh.

Jangan kapok datang lagi ke tempetku walau gak ada acara donks. Pintu slalu terbuk alebar lebar buat kalian kok.

Makasih banget ya Buat semua yg dah baik mo datang sekali lagi Thanks!!! .

Syukuran

2005-04-01T09:23:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Pokoknya hari ini bener bener membingungkan.Gimana enggak mo conect internet aja ampe mumet Tapi moga aja besok dah kelar and beres
Berdoa biar dikabulkan wkekkeke.O ya besok minggu kayaknya syukuran tempet Talia dech heheh Makan makan Pokoknya ada Minggu siang sich jangan malam gak enak wkekke.Kayaknya aku harus Besok minggu pagi. Siapapun yg mau datang , datang aja ya hehehe pokoknya kayak Open house dech. Datang ya please!

Jatuh Cinta Aw

2005-04-01T08:29:00.001+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Jujur hari ini Kenapa ya aku ngerasa gituw aw aw
Pokoknya Tau gak sich!Gimana ya jujur perasaan ini dah gak bisa ke lain hati ama Laki laki yg udah aku cinta Tulus dech .

Hari ini aku mampir Ah@net tuk chat ehehehhe. But i do miss him so much Been while didn't chat wif Him. banyak dech My love . .

MOVE 3

2005-03-31T19:09:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Cleaning everything by Today!!!
Bener bener Pindah Really have to move here jauh deh dari Ah@net 1 hour driving from my place.BTW i'm so Happy coz nice place but yeah i dont have any friend here all studen and mostly re guys! well who's care anyway.

Today i start cook and eat after taking and than early morning i woke up get ready for and . Finish with all that, I take some breakfast than i my book and that what i do mostly now on.

^_^

Kehujanan ehee

2005-03-30T21:54:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Kehujanan Cinta hari ini wkekekkeke aduh aduh
Hari ini Makan terus aku istirahat .
Mo ke ah@net males tuh jauhnya ampun ampun hehehehhe . .

MOVE 2

2005-03-29T22:38:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Hari ini kelar pindahnya nich dah bisa buat bobok but masi berantakan wkekkeke capek bener .

Siapa yg suruh wkekke tapi aku dah tenang coz tempetnya super lebar hehehehhe
Emang sich agak jauh ama kota .
Jauh ama semua Temen-temen yg slalu bantuin Talia pas lagi ada masalah aku mo ucapin makasih sebelumnya ama Mas Amat, Mba atika, Dina, Tia, Dewi, Mba Lia, Mas Ruhan , Mas Zainal ma Dinar boy ( Mereka yg slalu baik buat Talia aku cuman sekedar Mo Ucapin Thank You So Much buat kalian )!!!! Talia akan k'gen jika ingat kalian, bukan berarti Talia ninggalin Ah@net but Talia akan jarang jarang ke Ah@net dah gak seperti duluw lagi yg slalu ampe pagi!! All.
Buat kalian semua dech!

^_^

MOVE

2005-03-27T21:17:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Kangen nich.

Yeah rite....
Hari ini pindahan ke Jakal 14 wow jauh b'get 1 jam dr tempetku yg lama.
Tapi enak sich Dingin Cold abizzz Gak usah pake AC dech xixixiix.

Terus bolak balik 3x ke jl.paris ma jakal yg bener aja ampe mobilnya ngeluh kali ya wkekekke untung gak bisa ngomong tuh mobil hehhehe kalo bisa ngomong kan berabe "Aku capek gitu kale" hehehhe.
Terus aku Sebel dech belom selesai emang sich Barangnya banyak b'get tau oh !!!

Ampe akhirnya mutusin bobok di jakal coz dah capek b'get! Dan aku biarin sisa barang barang di bawa beso aja sekalian ama tv,lemari es, lemari baju, ama lemari hias ku tinggal besok aja dech .

^_^

Today

2005-03-26T15:03:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Tau gak Aku sedih b'get .
Pagi kemarin gimana gak ??? kata kata nya jahat b'get katanya gak perduli ama aku dia bilang" Who's care" .
Terus seharian dech di net habis itu dari net nanggis nanggis .yes Cry aku Habis itu ampe kamar aku trus ...... tiduran tadi malam gak ke net.
Dan ....... paginya ternyata.... bagun dah jam 7 trus aku
But Ku heran aja . gimana gak coba
Gila Abizzzzzzzz hehehhehe aku dari jam 1 siang kemarin ampe pagi ini jam 7 , wah pokoknya Gila Abizz aja gitu hehehe Sepuasnya.

Emang sich gak Biasanya lama-lama ehehhe. But is ok anyway.
Tau gak kemarin rasanya kepala pusing banget kayak di
Tapi sekarang dah baikkan kok cuman ya itu aku .Trus sampai kamar aku mabok dech.

Dan hari ini aku dapat Sms tentang cinta dia menyatakan gini nich
" Tal boleh gak aku terus terang ama km, aku jatuh cinta ama km tapi sayang km dah ada cowok km. Maaf ya aku berani lancang ngomong ama km. dari R***,Sekali lagi aku minta maaf." Aduh aku hehehhe gimana coba wkekekekke.

But i can't well he meet me b4 but he so brave to say that hehehe.
Anyway i still have no idea why he love me he don't even know me 1st of all he stay the same area and he cool guy but man i can't soryy

Now on he use to Sms me but i don't even reply his sms.
Crazy i can't .
Hari ini rencana mo ke Salon yeah i got to do my hair and nail " menicure, pedicure and spa ".
I did call Salon make apoinment about 4 pm . Tapi sebelumnya aku mo pakai trus baru ke salon. Dah ah gini aja duluw hehehhe ntar malam nyambung lagi . oh saturday nite maybe i will sleep i afraid somebody will hehehehhe
Aduh mampus aku.

^_^

UPSAD

2005-03-25T01:00:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Aku gak tau harus dari mana mulai cerita ini???
Ingin banget aku teriak tapi aku gak bisa aku tahan sakit ya sakit. Tapi mau gimana lagi cuman bisa menanggis.
Sialan banget malam ini

Cuman bisa .
Apa lagi yg bisa aku lakukan .....
Kenyataanya semua yg aku anggap baik baik saja musnah begitu aja.
Aku jadi Takut dengan segala sesuatunya.
Sulit rasanya tuk mempercayai masalah yg ada.

^_^

Me......

2005-03-24T20:05:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

^_^

Dari M***O

2005-03-22T13:52:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Hari ini Marco Sms kalo dia kirim foto apartemen dia yg baru di beli dari Dubai bisa liat kok kalian, asyik yach ada Danau tuh Bagus b'get....
Ya dah mau gak mau aku check email dari dia n aku liat foto yg dia kirim.
Yach kayaknya tempetnya emang Peace b'get lho wuhuwhuhuw...

^_^

Dinner

2005-03-17T22:50:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Bukannya jatuh cinta sich whuehuehue....eh dia for Dinner @ Omah Dhuwur (becanda ).Jujur anaknya asyik sich terus Pendiam juga ( Tau sendirikan aku cerewet wkekeke biasa cewe ).

Tapi yg jelas moga aja we be come good Friend!!
Suxes Slalu dech For Him!! Thanks ya u so kind! hehehhehe.

Lazy

2005-03-14T20:47:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Hari gini aku masih aja males kenapa ya????
Bosan don't have anything to do....cuman bengong.

Ya akhirnya hari ini mutusin tuk ke salon Creambath.
Dan yg jelas Ku dah take . .

But is day .

^_^

Have a Lovely Day

2005-03-09T15:30:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Since you were just on my mind
I wanted to say 'hello.'
You're so important to me,
But that you should already know.

I cant really think
Of what else I want to say;
Just know I'm thinking of you
And I hope you have a lovely day!

.
.

^_^

Sleep

2005-03-07T20:31:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Ya i need Coz i took the Medicine, Kepala dah agak ok but masih aja sakit .

Moga dech Cepet cepet baikan dah gak tahan coz rasa sakit ini .
Hari ini di rumah aja nich trus ke sini ( ngenet for while ) .

^_^

CMC

2005-03-06T20:16:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Hari ini pagi di net terus kepala rasanya seperti kejatuhan batu
Terus Akhirnya pulang kerumah and manggil Doctor kepaksa dan di kasih obat lagi.

Tapi Aku suka ternyata Doctor nya baik hati whuehuehuw .
Hmm Tapi dia ngasih obat juga wuhuehue .

Dasar Nich aku whuheuheu siapa dulu donk... .
Doctornya keren ehuehue.
Bunga mawar nich .

^_^

Sakit

2005-03-04T17:43:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Ya Talia sakit suara serak ampe habis suara ini, dah 1 minggu .
But not even feel better .....
Terus i pergi ke Hospital tuk berobat ada banyak obat yang di kasih but not even help not getting better but more sick....Damn yeah damn...

kepala berat banget

Hick Hick Hick

Friend

2005-03-01T16:48:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

God made the world with a heartful of
love, Then he looked down from heaven
above, And saw that we all need a
helping hand, Someone to share with,
Who'll understand, He made special
people to see us through, The glad
times and the sad times too, A person
on whom we can always depend on,
Someone we can call a friend, God
made
friends so we'll carry a part of his
perfect love in our hearts...

Kenapa

2005-02-27T23:11:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Aku nggak pernah tau apa yg akan terjadi setelah itu...
Jujur aku mulai ragu dengan rasa sayang ku ini....
Apakah aku harus berdiam diri sedang hatiku hancur dan gak mungkin bisa terlupakan kejadian selama ini. Apa yg membuat diri aku benar-benar argghh????

Ya ....
Kesabaran nya
Ketulusan nya
Kejujuran nya
Kebaikan nya....

Itulah yg membuat diriku berat tuk melepas kan dia.
Yang sekian lama aku bersama nya.
Aku gak berani jatuh cinta lagi!!! Takut menyakiti dirinya!!

The Perfect Love Potion

2005-02-24T18:26:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

I know that you're a little shy,
But don't let that bother you;
'Cause I've got the perfect recipe
For a very special brew!

The first few steps begin with you,
Now you really must believe...
For with a little confidence
There's so much you can achieve!

So, first you take a cup of wonder,
Blend in a little adoration,
Combine that with a dash of faith
And let this be your foundation!

Add a little splash of wisdom
And a nice big shot of fun,
Then mix in a bit of starlight;
Soon the magic has begun!

Stir in a little twist of hope,
And a nice big dash of glee;
A bit of luck and patience
Will help make your destiny!

Now just add a splash of truth
And pour it all into a jar,
Then think about the one you love
And wish upon a star!

Dank U Marco

2005-02-23T19:11:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Thank u so much for ur kind Dear...Marco .
And wish u enjoy in Fhilipine .
So Let me know any news i'm sure u sms me n .

soon ok.

^_^

Bunga

2005-02-22T22:30:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Hari ini bersihin kamar, dan aku harus terpaksa bersihin vas, bunga mawar valentine kuh yg dah kering.
Sayang sich but kan dah kering jadi di buanglah tuh bunga hmmmm.

Jadi ingat beberapa banyak cowok ngasih bunga mawar buat aku duluw.
hmm (Remember the past) But it's ok tho... all will b alrite:P

Tapi kadang heran juga kok sakit ya kalo mengenang masa lalu yg pernah kita hadapi berdua ama seseorang yg kita In Love with.....!!!!Damn.

But Sometime's kita tersenyum di buatnya:)

Terserah dech......

2005-02-19T22:23:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Pusing, puyeng and pening huuuh!
Sial banget....moga aja ini cuman sementara, ada salah gak ada juga salah gimana dunks!
Gimana enggak Mobil ku error lagi (Kayak yg punya sealu error) hehehehhe.

Btw....tapi aku nyadar sich harus di servise teyus meneyus.

Dan hujan lagi!
hmm
Rain Heavy Rain yeah like usual.

Oopsss!!!

2005-02-17T21:20:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Tau gak hari ini agak nyesel sich abis marah marah muluw!!!!
Jadi kasihan banget ngeliat muka dia kena marah hehehe.

Tapi aku tetep chayank kok ama dia!

ME

2005-02-16T06:49:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

H ah ahahahhaha
Amat laugh at me coz im so funny
well this's when i was 12 years old believe it or not hmm i dun care xixixiixixix.

N Tia said the top Before
N now After
Yeah 23 years old now hehehhe.

^_^Sexy1^_^

WAITING!!!

2005-02-15T21:15:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Well actually this is the time i went to workshop waiting for my Car to be Repair and hope done soon !!!!
And this green car one is not mine i just relax and stress about my Car!

I wish my Car really done soon i'm so tired been waiting bout 3 hours :((
My Car HONDA LX Gold color.
i will show u next time if i have the picture.

And this is Vento Motorbike hehehehhehehe
1 of my good friend.

Well is not my motorbike hehhehehe so i will also take picture my own 1.....

^_^Sexy1^_^

VALENTINE'S WISHESS

2005-02-14T11:00:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

This Card Send By Marco R
Btw DANK U........

Happy valentine
muah
xxx

Well i just would like to say Thank you so much for this great Card.
And thank you for call as well.
even i dont pick up the phone , that actually i already sleep, n the 3rd i woke up to answer your call.
Ik mis je xxx

Oops .
And Marco Polsoni sms to wish me Happy V 2.
Radek with his Sms lot of kisess but i didn't reply coz still sleep Dziekuje anyway (Jak siew masz Kochanie Radek??? ) ....
Than Wahyu....
Vento...
Steven ozy....
Dina.....
Amat....
Dinar
Atika
Tia
Mira
Franz

Ouch i can't say all and im sory who ever is not in my list forgive me to much to write hehehhee.

Anyway i love you all guys thanks so much for always care bout me.

^_^Sexy1^_^

MADNESS

2005-02-11T10:24:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

I went to my fav DJAVA RESTAURANT

Yeah Having Dinner Last nite i was so Up sad Bout somethin' .

Last nite i only can cry i wish i can scream n yell like hell but i have to shut my mouth, so is still make me so bad now on!

I feel sick and i really MAD about .....the thin' he said to me.

How can i stand with this kind situation that i dont want to have any single problem.

Oh man u got me there!!!!!

U spoil my mood that i can't even believe thats uuuuuu!

plzzzzzzzzzz!

Drive my car like Hell!

Thats not what i want!

But .....yeah i mad for some reasons.

In the Same time while i have Dinner

Marco sms that when i will be round,

Steven call me that want to have Dinner, Dina went to JAVA caffe!

I return back in front PC and looking at my own face that's not real me i was cry n tears dropin' from my eyes!!!

I wonder there no Love in my feeling all gone

I don't hope alot

I just ask GOD to bless me Happiness will come rite way.

Babe .....

I'm so SORRY whatever i do last ......

FORGIVE ME!!!

Bring me to u'r lifes thats what i want hope could hugs u and i will continue cry beside u !

And now i will only Dream and Dream.

NOT ME NOT I

2005-02-09T18:24:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

You mixed me up for someone

Who'd fall apart without you

You broke my hy heart for the first time

But i'll get over that too

It's hard to find the reasons

Who can see the rhyme

I guess you didn't know me

If tou think love is blind

That i wouldn't see the flaws between the lines

Suprised that i caught you out

On every single time that ypu lied

Did you think that every time i see you i would cry

No not me not i

Not i

No not me not i

The story goes on without you

And there's got to be another ending

But you broke my heart it won't be the last time

But i'll get over them too

As a new door opens we close the ones behind

And if you search your soul i know you 'll find

You never really knew me

If you think love is blind

That wouldn't see the flaws between the lines

Suprised the caught you out

On every single time that you lied

Did you think that every time i see you i would cry

No Not Me Not I

Not I

All you said to me

All you promised me

All the mystery never did believe

No i never cry

No i never

Not Me

Not I

WOKE UP!!!

2005-02-08T18:48:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

Crazy , gile, Babiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

Tumben dech i woke up bout 17:45 pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow after that i relax and mandi dech.

Percaya gak ya tapi my body still sakit semua, munkin Bobok nya gak teratur kali ye hehehhe.

Ya dach dech keknya emang harus sakit wkekkekeke.

But gpp lah

Cuman skrng nich nulis sambil mata masih trepejam dikit .

Who's Care rite???? wkekekkekekke.

Sleepyyyyyyyyy!

And i have my fav drink VODKA VIBE orange, MILO, n YAKULT.

3 dalam waktu yg sama xixixiixixix.

Oh bener dech badan ku sakit semua.

Bagun tidur kok malah sakit ya badan aneh nich!

I have no idea why but my Body still gak fit ajah.

Dah ah gitu ajah!

HICK HICK HICK i'm CRY COZ I ......MISS U

2005-02-08T06:14:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Well nite seem so fast when i check what time is it, now is already 06:00 AM!!!

S**T i dunno if already early morning n the sun appear rite in front my face:P

Yeah just because i keep singing , well my fav song's so i'm happy bout!and i was thinking to return home after done with all those Lyric!!

Brian McFadden

(Delta Goodrem, Brian McFadden)

*ALMOST HERE*

Brian:

Did I hear you right?

Cause I thought you said

Let's think it over

You have been my life

And I never planned

Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light

Where the love once shined so bright

Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight

Love's not always black and white

Haven't I always loved you?

Delta:

But when I need you

You're almost here

And I know that's not enough

And when I'm with you

I'm close to tears'cause your only almost here

Brian:

I would change the world

If I had a chance

Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child

Throw your arms around me

Oh please protect me

Brian & Delta:

Bruise and battered by your words

Days are shattered, how it hurts

Brian:Oh, haven't I always loved you?

Delta:

But when I need you

You're almost here

And I know that's not enough

And when I'm with you

I'm close to tears'cause your only almost here

Brian & Delta:

Bruise and battered by your words

Days are shattered, now it hurts

Brian:

Haven't I always loved you?

Delta:

But when I need you

You're almost here

Brian:

Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you

Delta:

And when I hold you

You're almost here

Brian:

Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

Brian & Delta:

nd now I'm with you

I'm close to tears

Brian:

Cause I know I'm almost here

Brian & Delta:

Only almost here

*FIRST LOVE*

UTADA HIKARU

Saigo no kisu wa tabako no flavor ga shita

Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro ni wa

Anata wa doko ni irundarou

Dare wo omotterundarou

You are always gonna be my love

Itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo

I'll remember to love you taught me how

You are always gonna be the one

Ima wa mada kanashii love song

Atarashi uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga

Ugoki dasouto shiteru

Wasureta kunai kotobakari

Ashita no imagoro niwa

Watashi wa kitto naiteru

Anatawo omotterundarou

You will always be inside my heart

Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara

I hope that I have a place in your heart too

Now and forever you are still the one

Ima wa mada kanashii love song

Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love

Itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo

I'll remember to love you taught me how

You are always gonna be the one

Mada kanashii love songNow and forever

*30 MENIT*

TATU

(Yulia)Mama, Papa forgive me

[Lena]Out of sight, Out of mind

Out of time, To decide

do we run?, Should I hide?

For the rest, Of My life

[Yulia]

Can we fly?, Do I stay?

We could lose, We could fail

In the moment, It takes

To make plans, Or Mistakes

Both]

Thirty minutes, a blink of an eye

Thirty minutes, to alter our lives

Thirty minutes, to make up my mind

Thirty minutes, to finally decide

Thirty minutes, to whisper your name

Thirty minutes, to shoulder the blame

Thirty minutes, of bliss, thirty lies

Thirty minutes, to finally decide

[Lena]

Carousels, in the sky

That we shape, with our eyes

Under shade, silhouettes

Casting shade, Crying rain.

[Both]

Can we fly? Do I stay?

We could lose, we could fail...

Either way

Options change, Chances fail

Trains derail

Thirty minutes, a blink of an eye

Thirty minutes, to alter our lives

Thirty minutes, to make up my mind

Thirty minutes, to finally decide

Thirty minutes, to whisper your name

Thirty minutes, to shoulder the blame

Thirty minutes, of bliss, thirty lies

Thirty minutes, to finally decide

Lena]To decide

[Yulia]To decide, To decide

[Lena]To decide

[Yulia]To decide

[Lena]To decide

[Yulia]To decide

[Lena]To decide

[Yulia]To

*SHOW ME LOVE*

Allo,

Vidish' veter?

Nu I chto?

Posmotri v okno, Nu I chto?

A vchera bylo solntse,

Nu I chto?

Zachem ty vse vremya govorish' odno I tozhe?

A ya avtootvetchik.

This was an accident

Not the kind where sirens sound

Never even noticed

We're suddenly crumbling

Tell me how you've never felt

Delicate or innocent

Do you still have doubts that

Us having faith makes any sense

Tell me nothing ever counts

Lashing out or breaking down

Still somebody loses 'cause

There's no way to turn around

Staring at your photograph

Everything now in the past

Never felt so lonely I

Wish that you could show me love

Show me love, show me love, show me love

Show me love, show me love'

Til you open the door

Show me love, show me love, show me love

Show me love, show me love

'Til I'm up off the floor

Show me love, show me love, show me love

Show me love, show me love

'Til it's inside my pores

Show me love, show me love, show me love

Show me love, show me love

'Til I'm screaming for more

Random acts of mindlessness

Commonplace occurrences

Chances and surprises

Another state of consciousness

Tell me nothing ever counts

Lashing out or breaking down

Still somebody loses 'cause

There's no way to turn around

Tell me how you've never felt

Delicate or innocent

Do you still have doubts that

Us having faith makes any sense

You play games, I play tricks

Girls and girls, but you're the one

Like a game of pick-up-sticks

Played by f***in' lunatics

Show me love, show me love, show me love

Show me love, show me love

'Til you open the door

FEEL HURT

2005-02-05T10:04:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.............

I also can't believe that im Smoking!!!!
But bit fun actually! Than Die soon!!!!!!!!

Few friend's laugh @ me when i don't know how to Smoke, than they teach me
I told my self ( i never smoke at all how can ilearb this)

I'm Not sure what i'm doing but soon get Kill so Easy!
NO LOVE
NO LIFE
NO LAUGH
NO HOPE
NO DREAM
NO FRIEND
NO BRAIN
NO EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!

WTF .... The whole nite i have no Brain!
I was Drunk......
I'm Smoking...
I don't want to Have this Life .

ALL MY FRIEND FORGIVE ME IF I MAKE MISTAKE!
I LOVE YOU ALL.
THAT SOMETIMES I'M RUDE BEING TALIA !!!!
I DONT KNOW IS THAT REAL ME???
MAYBE JUST BECAUSE WHAT HAPPEN TO ME LAST NITE IS MORE HURT .
THAT I STILL DONT BELIEVE WHAT ELSE GOING TO HAPPEN TO MY SELF!

I'M SORRY !!! FOR MY SELF N FOR YOU ALL!

Today

2005-02-01T23:08:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Hari ini aku gak bobok sama sekali .....
Pulang dari net jam 8 pagi trus tiduran 1 jam n gak ngantuk, inginnya sich bobok but gak bisa.
Mau gak mau harus lakukan sesuatu , but paan ya???

Eh ....N' than i went 2 internet again than i meet "Thomas Zoeller" @ Circle K , Yeah he invite me 4 Dinner .
But I'm sorry Man i cannot make it and sory for not ring u!!!!!

Oh Aku bener capek dech !!!!

Dirimu Satu

2005-02-01T06:33:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Me N My 2 Sis

2005-01-31T10:19:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Is Meh

2005-01-30T01:02:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

SEXY

2005-01-29T20:35:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Ouch ouch ouch heheheh dah berapa hari ini gak nulis nulis lagi, lagi males seh.
Yang jelas baru skrng bisa nyambungnya alias nulis lagi nich!
Beberapa hari ini emang lagi BT b'get n males malesan.
Lagi gak mau di ganggu, inginnya momarah muluw.

Why i'm so bad??? just coz i feel lonely n i have no body to talk too!!!
n yesterday i got sms from somebody that i have no idea about this guy,
but i don't know why he know's my new number:(( n he kep calling me again!!!
F**K i really don't want this!
Why dont u leave me alone!!!

Saat ituh kayaknya aku ingin b'get ngebunuh tuh orang!
Tapi itu gak munkin mana aku tau siapa dia!
dasar tuh dodolz b'get.

Aduh hari ini hujan hujan ama si Mulus !!!
Dia basah kuyup and than changes clothes in my room! after that hang in my room for while.
so i make some Tea and i ask to take out clothes coz wet!
Dasar si Mulus pemalu dech pokoknya heheh suruh pake bajuku aja bilangnya SEXY semua bajuku!
Tapi akhirnya dia pake yg agak Sexy heheheh!
Kena kamu ye!

oouch sakit katanya perut dia !! kasiannya abis di ajak jalan for shopping dia not sick anymore! heheh dia so cute!
Funny huh!
I use to cook 4 dia hhahah. but if im not lazy tho , if im lazy than sory i wont cook!
ye ngomong ngomong si MULUS nich asyik ya SEXY lagi heheh Swear!

Dah Today went Shopping dgn dia anaknya Cute Abizz!
Next time i will ask Dia jalan With me again!

muach muach MULUS!

YOU

2005-01-27T15:47:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Oopss

2005-01-27T13:19:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Pagi ini masih ngantuk b'get semalam di ah@net ampe jam 4 pagi , aku bobok di ah@ !
eh pulang ke kamar lanjutin bobok n jam 7 pagi dah bengong bangun gituh.
Akhirnya ya dah masak dech , Ya aku masak RENDANG ala Talia hehehhehe.

Trus nelfon yg ngejaga ah@net alias si MULUS ku bilang kalo aku masak wkekekke
Bantuin aku makan aja ya hehehe.
Eit ada Mas Amat ya dah akhirnya mereka makan dech, kok katanya kurang pedas ya ye kan aku nya gak suka pedes pedes hehehe sory dech kalo gak pedas.

Hari ini kok lemez banget tuh kenapa ya???
Kurang BOBOK mo minta di kelonin sayangnya gak ada di samping akunya.
Ya dah tahan dech!

Duh nulis paan lagi ya hehe otak lagi eror trus nich!

SPECIAL

2005-01-27T02:10:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

CINTAKU

2005-01-26T09:59:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

PenaT

2005-01-25T14:50:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Yo hari ini bobo jam 6 pagi n bangun jam 10 pagi langsung ke Bank Lippo.
Trus berlanjut ke Ramai mall dan langsung ke Kantor Pos ye dah harus bungkus bungkus yang mo di kirim wkekke, jadi maluw tadi pada ngeliat saat aku nya lagi ngebungkusin Box :P.

Hari ini bener bener hari yang menyebalkan tapi seneng jugak, oya tadi waktu aku ke Mirota bakery wuih pada tanya" lama gak ke sini non, makin langsing and caauntix aja " kata mereka hehehhehe, jadi maluw nich.

Trus mampir ke Bank BRI ambil buku tabungan yang dah 2 minggu di tinggal ama Mbak Eni n Mas Toto(PEKERJA BANK NYAH) sekalian ngasih mereka oleh oleh Roti dari Mirota jugak akhirnya.
Habis mereka slslu baik ama akunya , kalo pas ngambil Duit slalu di nomer satukan alias gak usah ngantri ngantri kek yg lainnya, langsung aja maju ke teller nya " Mbak Shinta namanya hehe kek adiku namanya sinta jugak".
pasti mereka slalu nanya senyumnya mana n khabar baik kan ??? cieeeeeee

Kadang kasian juga yang ngantri di bank yg pada mo setor duit harus baris berbaris ampe 98 orng or lebih dari 100 orng tapi tiap kali aku datang pasti salah 1 di antara mereka masukin punyaku dari belakang hehehe jadi ketawa kalo inget waktu hari senin full abizz banyak antrian n pake nomer antrian , tapi aku dgn santainya langsung ke teller and di layananin heheh lucu!

ah gitu aja ah mo nulis apah lagi ya wkekek gak ada ide otak ku lagi kesumbat ama Kepiting yg harus di makan:P.

Muach semua!!!!

Cinta Dalam Bahasa

2005-01-24T10:46:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Cinta tidak mampu memikat

Dia hanya mampu memanggilmu perlahan

Dari persamaan kata

Maka tak akan ada huruf dan tanda baca

Karena cinta ada untuk perasaan yang sama

Mesti mungkin membasahi hati

Dan akan menyuburkan atau mungkin mematikan bunga

Jangan pernah kau salahkan Dia

Jiwa yang luka akan tak terasa

Jika benar dia begitu indah

Biarkanlah dia ada

Jangan pernah kau katakan padanya

Karena cinta bukan sekedar bahasa

Dia tak pernah nyata ada

Tapi dia mampu menyentuh

Menguasai dan tidak pernah dikuasai

Cinta hanya milik-Nya

Bukan hanya manusia yang hanya bisa mencintainya

Penuhilah cinta

Rasakanlah suara yang datang dan hilang

Karena kita tak pernah tahu tentang keindahannya

Lewat kata kata sang pujangga.

Kerinduan

2005-01-24T10:26:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Gemercik hujan terdengar begitu syahdu di telinga

Setetes air jatuh dari dahan rerumputan

Bulu halus pun berdiri

Tanah yang menggumpal

Larut dalam kerinduan akan genangan

Yang tertahan lewat sinar mata

Inikah hari pengampunan

Untuk budak yang terbebas dari siksa sang majikan

Adakah secercah cahaya berwarna

Setelah mendung

Menyelimutinya dalam misteri

Ataukah pelangi yang tersenyum

Mengakhiri badai di hati

Haruskah ini terjadi

Menghirup semua asap

Yang selama ini menghalangi

Langkah nelayan yang pasto menepi....

Kebisuan Cinta

2005-01-24T10:03:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Saat aku dengar gelegar halilintar.

Di atas dahaga yang hilang...

Kaki dan tangan aku tersentak

Lemah tak berdaya....

Separuh tubuhku mati

Tak lagi berfungsi

Aku hanya diam seribu bahasa

Tak tahu harus berkata apa

Semua yang terdengar

Terasa hambar di telinga

Seperti tak percaya

Tapi nyata adanya

Aku duduk di atas masa yang telah pergi

Semua kumiliki Seperti lenyap di telan badai

Tak tersisa...semua sepi

meninggalkan aku sendiri

Diam hanya itu yang kubisa

Hingga akhirnya aku terbiasa

Dalam kebisuan dan harapan

Semoga kebisuan ini membuatmu

Sadar betapa aku menyaynginya.

Genitttttttttttt

2005-01-24T09:56:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Times flies, Suns rise,
And shadows fall.
Let time go by.
Love is forever over all.

Wee........
Muka Talia yg geniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit katanya sichhhhhhhhh!
Btw jadi ketawa kalo inget rambut curl gituh hahahha!

My Fav Song

2005-01-22T01:25:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Times flies, Suns rise,
And shadows fall.
Let time go by.
Love is forever over all.

*I love This song!*

" Real To Me "

Showbiz dinners and a free champagne
Men in suits who think they know it all
No one knows me, but they know my name
That's not real to me

Hotel lobby to the aeroplane
Another country but they start to look the same
Watch the world behind a window pane
That's not real to me

When I see my babies run
When all the madness has really gone
I raise my family and live in peace
Now that's what real to me,
real to me

Dying flowers in a dressing room
A dangerous time to let your head make up its own mind
Got me thinking about the spirits flown
That's not real to me
When I see my babies run
When all the madness has really gone
I raise my family and live in peace
Now that's what real to me, real to me

Picnics in the garden and the children, they can play
The first day of the summer
I leisure all the day

And we'll invite the family 'round
And drink some English tea
Then I raise up my fingers and watch football on TV

Yeah....
Oooh...
Now that's what's real to me

When I see my babies run
When all the madness has really gone
I raise my family and live in peace
Now that's what real to me

That's what's real to me, real to me
Wake up, You might be dreaming

Wake up, You might be dreaming now...

Oh

2005-01-21T23:29:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Oh, betapa nyamanya perasaan aman bersama seseorang:

Tanpa perlu menimbang gagasan atau pun menaksirk kata kata,
Tetapi menumpuhkan semuanya, sebagaimana adanya,
Sekam dan butir padi bersama sama,
sadar bahwa tangan yang setia akan mengambil dan menampi mereka,
menyiapkan apa yang layak di simpan, dan kemudian, dengan nafas kebaikan,
meniup pergi selebihnya.

Grow old along with me!
The best is yet to be,
The Last of life for which the first was made.

Cinta para Remaja
bagai lidah api,
slalu panas dan hangat,
bercahaya dan berkedip kedip.

Cinta yang lebih dewasa
dan keluar dari hatiyang matang,
seperti nyala batubara
dan tak terpadamkan.

KARENA TEDUHMU

2005-01-20T23:19:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Bila dukacita dan kekhawatiran melanda kehidupan,
Dukungan dan cinta persahabatn membuat semua kesulitan dapat di atasi.

Where there is great love,
There are always miracles.

Ketika kepalaku harus berlayar jauh
dan menguras banyak energi
dan ombak tak henti menerpa
dan dari langit bermunculan badai
membuat hati jadi penat
membuat diri jadi luruh.

Ketika semua itu harus kualami
ketika semua itu harus ku jalani
Aku ingin lari padamu
Kerana kutemukan keteduhan
yang tak mampu kurumuskan.

PERASAAN

2005-01-19T19:01:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Jujur nich ku gak tau perasaan apa yang ada saat ini!!!
Tapi yang jelas perasaan cinta tuh hilang, Harapan yang pernah ada sepertinya hancur.
Aku sakit ya aku benar benar sakit hati, cinta yang aku rasakan slalu hilang karena takut tuk mencintai!

Semoga hatiku Not like Stone, tiada cinta yang ada.
Aku ingin merasakan cinta seperti yang orang lain rasakan, tapi hatiku keras really like Stone:( .
Bukan aku takut jatuh cinta, tapi aku gak tahu kenapa jadi aneh seperti ini.
Sesuatu yang aku harapkan tidaklah mudah aku harus memohon harapan ini tapi aku sekarang lelah tuk berharap.

Aku berdoa semoga Ujian ini semua akan berahkir dan aku bisa melewati masa masa sulit yang Tuhan berikan.
Amin!!

I love U GOD
God Bless me.

Saat Kau Menyentuh Hatiku

2005-01-18T15:52:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Henceforth
there will be such
a oneness between us
that when one weeps
the other will taste salt.

Dua hati lebih kuat daripada tiga hati,

hanya jika kau selipkan hatimu ke dalam hatiku.

Setiap kali kita duduk

berbicara lewat kata dan mata

dan kau membuka hati

tahukah kau selalu...

menyentuhku bergetar

membuatku serasa pery

menjadikanku terbang tinggi

memekarkan bunga impianku

memberikan fajar untuk di songsong

membuatku ingin rebah damai

mengalirkan kehangatan ke hati

membuatku ingin memberi dedikasi

menjadikanmu segalanya dalam hidupku

dalam setiap tarikan nafas

hingga desah yang terakhir.

Amazing Love

2005-01-18T15:40:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

If I could reinvent the alphabet,
I would put U and I together.

The way to love someone is to lightly
run your finger over thats person's soul
until you dinf a rack, and then gently
pour your love into that rack.

If love were what the rose is,

and u were like the leaf,

our lives would grow together

in sad singing weather.

Put your hand on a hot store for a minute

and it seems like an hour

sit next to a pretty women for an hour

and if seems like a minute

That's relativity.

No cord oe cable can draw so forcibly,

or bind so fast as love can do

with single thread.

Just because i loves you...

that's the reason why

my soul is full of color

like the wings of a butterfly.

Me N Younger Sis

2005-01-18T05:21:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Talia N Sinta
Well this is my Sis.
Yang jelas katanya sehh mukanya gak sama
Apa iyah yah??? hmm
Yah biarin aja dech!
As long as kita masih kakak adik dech:)

Memo 2

2005-01-18T00:20:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Cinta tidak duduk di sini.

Seperti batu, ia harus diciptakan.

Seperti roti, ia harus di cetak.

berulang kali, dijadikan baru.

Kulihat matamu

gelap dan lelah

tak ada kilat mentari

hanya rembang petang

yang tampak panjang

dengan dada berdegup

aku ingin menatap lekat

dan mengecup kelopaknya

hangat dan penug cinta

membuatmu mendesah

dengan senyum termanis

karena hatimu menjadi ringan.

Memo 1

2005-01-18T00:00:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Jika sesuatu terselimuti cinta,

ia menjadi tanpa batas.

Cinta tidak pernah mencari

kesenangan diri,

Tetapi memudahkan orang lain.

Cinta membangun surga

dalam kesengsaraan neraka.

Ku lihat wajahmu

tirus, cekun, dan pucat

Butuh sandaran hati

untuk meletakkan letih agar dapat lega

dan menghimpun kekar

dan aku mau menyediakan diri

buat kamu seorang.

Dengan hati penuh sayang

aku ingin menarik kepalamu

ke dada untuk berbaring

sambil kuusap rambut hitammu

membuat mu terpejam lama

karena menemukan damai.

Aku ingin memilikimu

2005-01-17T23:55:00.000+07:00

First LoVe Is FasCinaTinG.

Aku ingin memilikimu....
di kala sedih aku bisa datang padamu
di kala gembira aku bisa membagi tawa
di kala bahagia aku bisa menularkannya bagimu
di kala gemas aku bisa mengaduk aduk rambutmu
di kala sebal aku bisa memencet hidungmu
di kala goyah aku bisa memelukmu erat
di kala sayang aku bisa mencium keningmu
di kala rindu aku bisa mengecup mata cokelatmu.